Trying to Find Motivation

Lately I have spent my evenings drawing, pulling weeds or playing too many games on my phone.  I also started an online Bible college.  I have read through the Bible a few times but have so much more I want to learn.  

I spend a lot of time in my backyard watching the squirrels chase each other around.  I make sure to keep lots of nuts and treats around for them.  I can tell they appreciate it.  So much in life and relationships is complicated, but our relationship with nature and the world around us is so uncomplicated.  The most peace and happiness I feel these days are when I am outside spending time with the birds and squirrels.  To see them work and watch and trust, it's just special to me.